GTC English Tourist Guide Contest is approaching

刚回来。

今晚上完国际商法（整节课都跟韩云在聊天，所以以后上这课要好好听课的话，一定不能够坐在一起），然后她就翘了电脑课，我们一起坐在图书管前的草地上聊天，in english and in cantonese ,  IT is a good way to share experience and thoughts . tell each other about feelings . confess. tell something true from the bottem of heart.

没带手机出去。真的，手机是一个burden。 带在包包里总要把它掏出来看看有没有人找，这样做啥事好像总集中不了精神，可能也是因为我总在等某人的电话。是我跟他说我最近要准备考试的，也是告诉他我这个星期不想他来，是的，我会想他但我不想他来。it is contradicted,i know. girls are like this.

back to the dorm ,there are 4 miss calls and 2 text messages. 4calls from Trifling and 1 message from Bin, the other is e-news. after taking a shower, i reply the messages one by one . Trifling said he had a bad day today and wanted to do some confession, only to find that i am unavailable.   I reply Bin saying that i dreamed of him last night. In the dream , he was beaten by me for his disroyality and infidelity, messing up with CROW . UNBEARABLE .+ RIDICULOUS.

IT makes me want to dig out something about Dream . FREAUD.  the interpretation of dreams . what dreams are? what is the cause of it ? what does the dream reflect ? do i really miss him?  ( i don't like the way he treats me now . hate that . i am still a student . i don't want to be messed with so deeper. leat i can't get out of that relationship, be compeletely trapped < THAT is what i most scare of . treat me as a friend , as a girl , respect me , don't drive at me , or i will run away . i have said that before , what if i run away from you  ,what if i leave you ??)

tomorrow i will take part in the GTC English Tourist Guide Contest, that will be a bit challenge , just do my best , that is enough , give me five , girl ,you can do that !   Attend it , that i quite enough , leave out anything else . i will fight for it for myself , by myself , hurrah!!  + GOOD LUCK !

ps : i remember that on last FRI. NIGHT , I went to the playground with Trifling . after dinner with Lucy , Alex, Vincent , Keicy , and Dela .  a pleasant dinner was ruinned by Trifling ,  hate that !